Every time you do something sweet, you got me smiling the entire day. And I thank God for being so unfair, for giving me everything and making my life so perfect.
But today I realised what God didn't give me - your time.
It is always school, projects and assignments. Even though you try hard to squeeze in time for me, there are times when you need to be alone and play a little game or two with your friends. You fall asleep a little too easily whenever you study, which gives us even lesser time to text or chat online. When you wake up and realise you let so much time passed, you panic and throw a tantrum.
When we rise up to year 2 mid this year, we're only going to get busier. You with your added overseas lessons during the holidays - that is really going to take so much of our time away. We are left with so little time that I don't even dare to think about how life is going to be like.
After thinking about all these, I tried to make myself feel better by thinking of all the sweet things you've done, even though I knew it won't make me feel any better. That was when I realised how wrong I was.
Thank you for studying so hard and tiring yourself out. Thank you for putting your studies before anything and everything. Thank you for tolerating my rants and complains. Thank you for worrying about me and my studies even though you already have a handful yourself. Thank you for doing so many things (and suffering) for me. You may not admit it, but it all ends up to leading a comfortable life, with me.
Even if I'm wrong about you doing so many things for me; what you do when we're together - it makes everything worth it.
I love you, so much.
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